I'm bigger enough mummy!!!!!!!!

please..I'm not like I'm since born mummy..

that u will take care every seconds..

I'm 18 years old already..

I need some space for social..

I need my time to finish my own business ..

please don't look what I'm do in my room..

I'm know you care bout me..

u tears when I'm move to my new life

I'm know u always behind me to support me and pray for me..

but please ..

leave me 

grow as

teen..

depan saya pun boleyh!!!

awak....
tak sukee2x....
hummm.....

webbie

webbie using skype with him...

<3 him so much..thanks dear!! i  love you!!!!!

the day I'm leave you!

so many people/stuffs that I'm leave ..

*it happened when I'm break up ..

with who..??

guess?

loyal boy....DerTumBoy..and so on..because I'am the heart breaker ...I'm a dangerous people ..

cause everyone will take time to recover their pain/love sickness and one day the law of karma will come back to me..

it happened to me back. Now I'm aware..it's not good to cheat peoples who loves you easily..

accept from heart..

*it happened when came to University..

my parents..

my young brothers..

my room..

my power rangers..

my cousin..

my neighbour ..

my memory since child..

my teddy's..n now I duno where is it..huhu

my cats...

and everything...

the way..

everyone have their own way to success in their life..

success in everything..in future,works,love and so on..

today I'am 18 years old..my

I'm still looking for what way I should choose/made.

It's not easy to made a best decision in our life, for future especially..

I'am taking textile subject.

It's simple subject but sometimes it really hard to me to understand it.

I got so many experience while I'm still new as student in university.

I'm got too many friend.,but I'm still alone.

.It's not easy to find the really suit friend like my bff..iqa,fairuz,ain and nad..

them are very special to me..they always by my side help me to control my tears..

thanks my lovely friends.

To be honest there's no more love in my heart..except love Allah..

for me Allah is everything..

I'm know and believe Allah will always help us..

I can feel it..

I'm prayer to Allah may He simplify my business for daily.

I can feel it..yes I can feel it..

For me when we believe Allah hearty/whole-soul 

InsyaAllah  Allah will helps and protect us.

Believe is important!

thanks to Allah cause give me everything.

give me breath for life..

 give me daddy and mummy that always protect me.

give friend that always helps me.

give me good mind,to think&choose which is good and otherwise.

meet me with my ex boyfriend..

from there I'm learn how to loves the people likes boy.

meet me with the one I'm never thought it will be mine-Banan.

to:Banan

thanks for everything that you told about your past life..

thanks for think that I'm still ur gf

thanks make me laughs 

thanks be honest with me

thanks for loving me.-thanks give me one love that I'm never feel like this..

thanks put your trust on me.

thanks cause u always forgive my mistake.

thanks-thanks-thanks-thanks-thanks

sorry -sometimes make u jealous 

sorry I'm always make u hate me.

sorry -sorry-sorry-sorry-sorry

I'm still give ur chance for you to stop smoking..so appreciate it.

I'm never happy when I'm make something stupid idea to cheat you..

thats why I'm honest with u.

sometimes you always try to make me jealous ..yes I'm jealous..

but I try to avoid that feel..

because I put my trust on you..

hopefully you will never destroy my trust of you.

don't make me sad with your words..
its really painful .

don't always playing around -with disturb beauty girl out there!

or you will lost me..

and thanks so much dear!

sehari bersama Iqa

rindunya...thanks to Iqa kerana bermalam di rumahku ..

kitowang storey bout our university..gossiping ..well biasalah pempuan..takkan lari dr membuat gosip..

haha..besh2x sangat!

ni gambar kami..!

love Iqa!!

haha=P

yana and iqa<3

me and nureen..sayang dia..

iqa menunggu pasangan..oopss..hehe

my best shot for her..

nureen melompat pnuh girang..

aku dan nureen..

with nureen lagi..

new shawl--new style--

p/s :just saja2x..

can't sleep!!!!!

malam ni aku tak leh tido..tgok Iqa syok jer tido sekarang niyh...borak sakan je kitowang..

fuhh..

memang best giller..

yelah best buddy dtg uma kan..

sok dia dah nak balik utem..

huhu..dia selalu dtg uma aku...

aku tak berkesempatan pun dtg ke uma dia..

sorry Iqa..

okeyh..hari ni aku chat ngn Banan..

dan aku rasa aku tak faham apa yg aku tulis...

sebab tuh aku tak suka mcj kott..

kerana..

aku akan mula membuat ayt2x yang macam taik..aku baca apa yg aku hantr kat dia

hurghh..teruk amat ..aku ta faham..mcm mnalah dia faham kan..

ok stop di situ..

asyik cer pasal Banan je kan...

apa dah jadi dengan DerTumBoy,2ndAdmire,Mr.Perfect,loyal boy ????

DerTumBoy:

masa bday dia..dia tercall..aku plik..pastuh aku fikir2x balik..ohh bday dia r..aku pun wish..

dia ckp thanks..n..hari2x selepas dr harituh..dia ada ckp kat aku..yana ada tgok cerita tahajjud cinta tak?

pastuh aku jawab..tak..nper ngn cer tuh..?dia ckp..crilah sampai dpt..semalam ppada hari jumaat aku gi uma czen aku..dekat je ngn uma aku..cerita tuh ada kat tv3..

aku bru first time tgok so..tak brapa nak faham..just tgok kat sini:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iuhROFV_jP0&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xMFp0a8A4k&feature=related

ni gambar dia..

maafkan yana.atas salah and silap yang yana dah wat kat DerTumBoy

DerTumBoy n Sweet Specky

student Sains matrik pinang

2ndAdmire

huhu..

sentiasa dengan kerjalah apa lagi...

dah lama tak jumpa..

ingatkan nak jumpa..humm bz..takpelah..lagipun aku just anak murid yang selalu mgusik gurunya..

apa2xpun thanks cikgu!

2ndAdmire n his gf

Mr.Perfect(leader)

lama tak dgar cer Mr.perfect..semoga dia sentiasa ok2x jer..

time form3

student architecture-Poli Sabak Bernam

Loyalboy

harituh ada chat ngn dia kat fb..

dia dh masuk sem2.

dia tnya kat sana dah ada lom..

aku ckp dah..

dia ckp bguslah..dia leh jaga ngn ko ngn baik..

aku cakap insyaallah.. pastuh aku tag nama dia ngn Banan..jahat kan aku..

saja nak tgok Banan jeles tak..well..kalau jeles tandanya syang.

dia student Grafik kat Linton kolej

tamat..

miss them!

<3 my power rangers <3

my young bothers

baby boy

putera bongsu

 & 

my banan!

hahhahahahhahhhahahhha((besarnya aku gelak))

hahhahhahhahhahha

ghelak2x gak..

sakit aty skrg niyh!!!hurgh!

dun force me k syg..

balik kampung time!!

yeahh..finally i'm coming home..

semalam..pkul 7 dah naik Pok Yi

dengan kereta wiranya bersama-sama ayu dan ayu serta mamat shengal(Daus) .sampai kat stesyen Kuala Terengganu dalam pukul 7.15..

kemudian berbuka puasa bersama ayu specky di McDonald

of cuz kalau aku gi aku order fries ,apple pie n mc flurry..ye kawan2x aku sangat myukai makanan2x ini sekiranya berkunjung ke McDonald.

selepas makan2x..

kami ke surau..

dah tuh tunggu bas..

tgoklah gambar kami..

bas yang aku naiki..KT to Klang

mereka yang sedang menunggu Zurin n rakanya 

 ayu and mamat sengal..balik ke Perlis.

kenapa aku panggil mamat sengal...memang dia sengal banggang!huh benci giller.

wanna know? aku tanya dia..ko suka ayu ke? pastuh ayu datang..pastu dia gi cakap kat ayu yang aku ckp ayu gemox.memang taik r mamat tuh!!pasni sumpah aku tak nak cakap ngn mamat sengal niyh..

 aku and ayu specky teruja naik bas..uww..

ayu specky and ayu Perlis(bf)

semasa dalam perjalanan..aku sangat sakit hati ye kawan2x..bila panggilan aku tak diangkat..

n thanks pasal memujuk n merujuk saya kembali Banan..<3

tapi..tuk kali ketiga or seterusnya..sya pasti akan hilang kepercayaan terhadap awak...

pasal awak selalu wat saya sedih...dan sedih..

tapi saya percaya kat awak..

tapi kalau sekali awak dah buat hati saya berkecai..jangan harap akan ada peluang kedua..ketiga dan seterusnya!FAHAM!!!

 Klang Sentral pada pukul 5.00 lbih..

sebelum subuh..

nasib tak keseorangan.ada member..ayu mira n spe tah..

I'm feel right now......

bahagia........nya saat ini..

terima kasih..

terima kasih..

terima kasih..

terima kasih..

terimakasih telah sambung talian yang terputus..huhuhu
aku sangat2x bahagia..kerana berjaya menghapus airmata ini..huhu
finally..i'm in love again with him..
sweet sangat2x..
him..?
of cuz Banan k.

to:sayang..awak selalu wat saya senyum..

 kalau awak kat sebelah..nak hug jer..

percayalah..saya sangat menyayangi awak..

kalau saya tag nama awak ngn ex sya awak jgn cemburu..pasal dia knagan sahaja.

kita adalah yang sekarang akan merenung masa depan kita..

i wanna kiss u..

tapi haram..

time makan and minum:mesti saya ingat kat awk.

tapi..semalam awak wat sya jadi camni..

thu tak ..ianya sangat myenyedihkan..perit rasanya

yelah sya rindu sangat2x kat awak..

apa yang boleh saya kata: macam artwork sya kat ats niyh..

sorry sayang..

terima kasih sayang..

sayang awak..

awak jangan stress kan diri k...

saya tak nak awak wat perangai dulu..

boleh tak..

?